Christian I fell into this trap now how do I get out?

hey man, being "good" and doing "righteous" things won't keep you from trails. God didn't promise an easy and simple life when you became a Christian. All but one of the apostles were martyred for what they believed in. You will be persecuted and go through tough times, but these are the times we should seek the Lord the most. If you're going through a struggle don't seek a way out ...seek the Lord. Get in His Word and live it. When seeking the Lord, ask Him what you are learning in through the struggle. You'll get your answer if you seek Him with a sincere heart.